it's been awhile since i put something here because of school and sometimes im kinda lazy...
i had a war with abby and i love her so much that im afraid to see her hurt herself i've watch her fall and picked herself up and try to tell herself that everything is gonna be alright.. i called her many times but to no vail until 5 mins ago she called and gave me a angry tone i know i'm at fault, i miss her so much .. when i wanna spend time with her she's always busy i try to understand her situation but... i just feel so useless and stupid at times..
dear baby:
You have been the greatest girl ever ! i love you from the bottom of my heart and i wanna marry you and yes i wanna have babies with you and i want to take care of you till we grow shagged when im down you always pick me up and tell me to not give up easily i don't want to see us quarrel almost every day because of small little things and im always protective over whatever you're doing and always thinking alot of things that's because i care for you so much and i want the best for you.. that night, when you forget, i was scared .. because im scared you forget all the nights we rule and the time i got to know you i know i won't live to see a day where you would put on a wedding gown, but i don't mind because i already know how you would look like wearing it.
I wanna apologise for everything .. i love you forever and always.. <3 Fadli