date:Thursday, August 28, 2008
time:10:46 PM
title:
today isnt much fun at all
i cant do much but what to do
those mutherfuckers won
they've broken me down and tear me up into little pieces
ive tolerated this shit since march this year
and i dont know why suddenly ive given up the fight
yes its true my mum say
just hold on a lil longer
if my mom only know how hard it is living in a world where knives are by your back
and ready to stab you
im gonna start from where i begin
its up to you people reading my blog to believe it or not
because im the one who did it
not the ones who saw it
trust those who done it for they are the key to your friendship in life
they spread to abt 2 classes that im a pervert
let me clarify with you what happen that time
if i recalled i was protecting myself from a classmate of mine
whose nails are like damn long and when it scratches you
i swear t god you will scream like a there's no tomorrow
so she was scratching me and what not
then like any other human being would do
is to evade and protect yourself
she scratched me bcoz i tease her
then i was blocking and i fight back by pushing her hands away
and suddenly when i was blocking her hands with sharp nails
i accidentally beat her boobs
and she was like omg!
and i quickly said im so so sorry
and thats hw the story started
so i dont know was that pervert or not
gosh human nowadays should try to grow up.
and secondly they
say im a smoker and i drink
ok fine i admit i am
but i quit
so smoking is a sin
then you?
you smoked too right ?
ya true i drink
let me ask you nicely
when god created us
are we born perfect ?
we make mistakes along the way
bcoz we're human not robots
and who are you to judge me
its between me and god
why so kaypoh
are you god ?
if im a bad example
then did i ask any of our classmates to drink with me ?
be human for once and think
and
if you're telling me you dont make mistakes
then you're simply lying
and of course living in a life full of lies
and like what my zhong's bf said to me
those who follow the dumb leader
are called dogs and for that we disrespect them
bcoz why you need someone to point you the wrong way and there you go...
now my mum had given me a dressing down
and has given me a second chance not to skip school anymore
now its my dad's turn im sure i'll get hell from him
anyways if anyone of you who used to be that classmate of mine
which i sing praise of you almost everyday
now i asked you 'do you feel like god to see people who have broken family suffers and add more suffering to their problems?'
think back
and start growing up
enuff and stop playing follow the leader
till when will you guys be slaves?