i got a feeling
that tonight's gonna be a good good night

Fadli.
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its been awhile since i wrote anything here
its been a very rough road for me this first week of school
i dont know why but it was really tough
i tried my best to take it as what most people would say that god is being fair to us by giving us punishment and i really got what's coming for me

and im really down this few days
no matter what i wont believe anything
its hard but abigail told me to accept the fact
i told her i wont believe it even it is the fact cause i trust people too much
and that is my greatest weakness and i could cry her a river even if she keep explaining
i keep believing that no matter what it is not the truth
i know i am really stupid to even love her in the first place
i am cause i have always been so blind do see things my friends way as in they told me that
i had this coming

and i went to an acoustic performance for a tribute to my closest childhood friend
and i compose a song for her which wasnt for her but it was a story of a guy gave his heart to her during school days ... here are the lyrics
please comment of the lyrics i need to improve on it thanks uh=]


its time i taught myself to be strong
i wont make it up for the things that you've done to me
because the truth wasnt meant to be
i told myself it wasnt true
but the voices keep telling me that this is the end
i have to stop loving you so much
and the lies that you told me was the truth
i prayed to god to make it all go
yet the pain was unbearable

i cant believe that it has begun
but the story of us has to end ...

i tried to get over you
for many nights and i keep running from the truth
but all i found was a picture of us caring for each other
and i keep telling myself i got over you, i have gotten over you

i cant believe you were the one
who build me up and tear me up in the end
i guess i have let you get the worst of me
but i keep telling myself it wasnt was it seems
and the story wasnt true
and the story of us laughing and smiling had to died now
the day you told me what was true
i got myself hang upon a thread

i cant believe the story of us has begun
but it has to end and this time it is for real ..

i tried to get over you
for many nights and i keep running from the truth
but all i found was a picture of us caring for each other
and i keep telling myself i got over you, i have gotten over you

and i wont doubt you again
but without you it wont be the same ...

and i keep telling myself i wont doubt you again
but without you it is not easy getting over you ...

and the day i thought i wont get through
i am so over you...